To be a slave again M/s

I think that I am entering sub frenzy again. This afternoon Master scened with with me a little, he paddled me and had me bring him to climax before he shaved my pussy. Its amazing how vunarable that position makes me feel, on my back with my legs spread while Master shaves me I know that I am really his and know that I am slave. It was good to do some stuff again but theres a little voice inside of my screaming for more. I don't want this to stop, I don't want to go back to normal life and normal rules I want more and more and stricter and stricter.

I want him to treat me mean so to speak, want him to make me kneel while he watches TV or does what ever he wants to do, want him to make me serve him, make him drinks and what ever else he wishes and have him start training me to present them in proper slave gor like fashion. I want to feel the leather of the collar wrapped around my neck and even around my wrists knowing that at any time he may restrain me quickly and easily just because he feels like it. I want him to put high protocol in place and maintain it, I want him to treat me as a slave and objectify me as just an object for his entertainment. I don't just want to sit and watch a movie but rather be restrained and gagged so that i can not interrupt with my usual chatted during his movie or forced to lie at his feet like nothing more then a favored pet while we watch a movie. I don't want to go back to life with just a handful of rules but really made to feel and know that I am really a slave again.