Sunday, April 26, 2009

How life changes in a one week. One week ago the most exciting thing that was happening In my life was making plans for our wedding. I had just tried on and chosen my wedding dress and my mother had just paid the deposit, the biggest topics of conversation were about what flowers I wanted or how many tiers we wanted the cake to be and I had my life for the next few years planned out. Little did I know that I was soon to hear the words that I had wanted to hear but given up hope that I would ever hear them in this life.
'your pregnant' two little words that mean more then anything else to me, two little words that completely turn my world around, up is down, left is right and the knowledge that there is a tiny life growing within me is the best and scariest thing that I have ever known. Even now almost five days later I am still getting my head around this idea that it is not just me anymore and will not be just me ever again in my life.