One day hopefully not to far in the future I will no longer be this overweight lump of flesh. One day I will have a nice body and be able to look hot in skimpy fetish outfits instead of just looking like a sumo trying to squeeze into something smaller. I see so many people with sexy/hot profiles pics and I wish I could be one of them. Wish people commented on my photos telling me how hot I am or how cute I am but that never happens and somedays I feel like it will never happen.

I don't want to go to partys because getting dressed in fetish wear makes me acutely aware of just how big I am.